When Things Seem Tough
A dear friend of mine just reminded me of the fact that we don’t always have to be in top shape and picture perfect to share what is going on in our lives.
I definitely prefer to share all the great things that happen and thereby inspire people so I had decided not to write anything on my blog today. But I was reminded how important it is also to share when things are tough and we lose hope for a while because things don’t seem to be going the way we would like them to. And that is exactly the situation I am in right now and have been for a while.
With everything going on this November energetically, there has been a lot of soul searching to do, and at the same time friends and family have shone their light on some of my shadow sides which I am trying to deal with as well. Honestly, life does not seem that easy right now. I am very grateful for the light and new awareness, though, for without people aiming their torches at my shadows I would not have been forced to look at that part of me that is not so great, and even more importantly, act on what I see and experience.
Both on the private side and with my business things are neither easy nor in flow right now, and I struggle to keep up the spirit and think positively about the future. I find it very hard to trust and surrender – my big challenges that I wrote about earlier in a blog.
Do you recognize that feeling and that situation?
I guess we all feel like that now and then, and I surely don’t like this feeling of hopelessness. It is not a nice place to be.
My experience is, though, that when things look very dark and gloomy it is time to relax a little, withdraw, and take it easy till things move in the “right” direction again, and I get my creativity and drive back. Forcing things to happen have the opposite effect. I attract what I feel and think, and I am very aware of that, so I am trying to let go of my need to control everything and JUST BE. I have been in this situation several times before, and I KNOW that things change.
I KNOW that very soon everything will look much brighter and I am looking so much forward to that.
Love and Light,